In these low vibrational vulnerable moments of weakness, I tend to linger onto a crumb of memory I have of her head lying on my lap. My hands glid across her hair and rubbed her ears as she was explaining to me about how everybody in her life explodes like a star and dissapears.How everyone is, in their own way, some vibrant souce of beauty.
I told her I will stay by her and be patient with her, but she never told me to stay. And so I left, becasue she had no use of me being around. We talked for hours under the summer stars and walked miles along this land that has been here before and after all of us.I still think of her and what she said about stars.I dont like how things change so quick.We were moving too fast, im afraid. I was choking every night trying not to spill my steaming guts of my feeling twords her.
eventually I told her I loved her and how deeply in love I was with her
she told me she didint see me that way.
so I left her again
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